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Sun, 27 Aug 2006 16:26:21 GMT

I have a boring life! nothing ever happens!

oh the joys of parent hood!

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 20:28:48 GMT

another saturday night in the house, doing nothing but sitting blankey on the comp *glares* and playing guitar, i was invited out tonight for a work mates leaving do, but i really didnt fancy it,

Getting pissed off with a person at work, she's all like i'm so depressed and i want constant attetion, I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO CRAVE ATTENTION! well thankfully she leaving real soon, so thank fuck for that!

I gotta 6 pack of budweiser, and a big bottle of that shitty smiroff ice or however it's spelt, so i'll drink them tonight.

I need a new P.C! someone please donate me one?? PLEASE?!

Hope your all having a nice weekend by the way!

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 17:16:08 GMT

Two simple words for the terrorists.

FUCK YOU!!

bastards...

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 09:25:32 GMT

Yup, things have been kinda shit recently, i wont bore with details though, and most of it is kinda personal.

yesterday i was on a major bummer. no idea why, none what so ever, ever had one of those days??

Chris has been doing real good for himself this week, he had a pretty nasty bust up with his girlfriend, and this week you can tell he's deffinatly moved on now, which i'm glad of!

what else?? ummm nope nothing

i'll leave you in piece

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:20:29 GMT

i'm sat here thinking to myself

- Why do cars cost you so much money?
- Why does the area i live in suck so much
- i really need my own place
- i need a new car
- i gotta better on the guitar
- why the fuck is my hair taking so god damn long to grow!

saw guns n roses on tuesday night, best concert i've ever been to!

went to brean (near weston super mare) yesterday with Claire and Isabelle, claires mother baby group organised a day to go, so i didnt have to drive down, which was cool, meant i could have a drink when i was down there!!

today i just had to spend £45.50 on a new tyre for my car! twas angry about that! roll on fucking pay day! someone should invent a money tree!!

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 19:51:46 GMT

Well just made it back from a weekend in blackpool...

twas a good weekend, didnt do much on the friday just basically chilled and got hammered on the night, danced in a few bars then went to the manchester bar and stayed there, and drank drank drank!

SATURDAY

my mate chris managed to find a micheal jackson mask up there so he brought that, then we hit the clubs found an 80's bar, danced away to duran duran, aha, human leauge.

then they said over the microphone that micheal jackson was in the building, aka a drunk chris, so they played thriller. then these gays started dancing with him and handing tthere t-shirts to him so he gotta kinda scared when they started touching him. so we left, and we got outside and chris said one of the funniest things i've heard...

"jesus christ sanj, i believe in adam and eve not adam and steve, know what i mean?"

anyways danced and drank long into the night and the last club we went to Klub DNA someone spiked his drink with a class A substance, he got outside walked down the road, said he felt ill, then collapsed on the floor and started fitting. so i got the ambulance out and he spent the rest of the night in hospital, i went with him down there andat 5:30am they told me to leave cos there was no point being there, and i had no money on me, they told me it was a 2 HOUR WALK BACK TO THE SEA FRONT! so i managed to walk back, half pissed with one shoe. i dunno where that shoe went. but yeah managed to get back ok, lot of muttering and swearing involved, met up with some scots who were still drinking, so they brought me a bottle of budweiser. so that was cool, finally made it back to the hotel. collapsed on the bed and stayed there.

Chris was let out around 10am, after police talked to him, and they gave him a lift back to the hotel, bastard!

Oh yeah on the saturday went to the theme park in blackpool. fucking brilliant and you get an all day pass, so on the night after been drinkin since 4pm the went back into the park and was going on the massive rollercoasters half-pissed, all good fun!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 19:38:28 GMT

just brought myself a guitar of ebay oops!

oh well! it was to good an offer! still gonna buy my randy rhodes though!

once again it is way to hot. just watchin the world cup semi finals, germany vs. italy been very good so far!

also found out today that i have hayfever! fun for me!

everyone ok?

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 20:18:17 GMT

Well yup England went out in the quater finals against portugal...... :(

nevermind, Euro 2008 will be ours!! *crosses fingers*

Buying a new guitar pretty damn soon! i'm getting a Jackson Randy Rhodes if thats makes any sense to anybody lol!

what else, umm nothing much took my baby to weston-super-mare on friday had a fuckin cool day down there.

Man it's to fuckin hot!

Sat, 10 Jun 2006 20:30:39 GMT

Yay! World Cup Madness today! i've sat and watched all 3 matches so far today, yup i'm that boring.

I've been up since 5am this morning, to go to work to do some overtime because christ i seriously need the money!!

so i done 6am - 12pm came home, and got ready for

ENGLAND Vs. Paraguay

First half was fan-fuckin-tastic for england and scored in the first 3 minutes, then kept loads of pressure on them until about 40 minutes, then they started getting chances which was worrying!

2nd half, England were so crap, let Paraguay walk all over them! we managed to hold out and bag 3 points, but seriously need to get there formation sorted!

So after that finshed i watched

Sweden Vs. Trinidad And Tobago

This matched ended up goaless but christ, twas an amazing game to watch, everybody thought that Sweden had that game in the bag. But Trinidad were fantastic!!

Now i'm watching!!

Argentina Vs. Ivory Coast

Once again the Argies thought they would beat ivory coast hands down, and yes the Argies are winning 2 - 0 but Ivory have been superb, and have been causing real problems for Argentina!!

Sorry to all the peeps who don't even like Football or as some say "Soccer" but i fuckin love football!

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 18:57:08 GMT

wow it's real hot here!!

world cup is on now! yay! bad luck to costa rica who put up a fantastic performance against germany in the opening game! 4 - 2 in the end!!

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 13:45:24 GMT

I GOT STANDING TICKETS FOR GUNS N ROSES ON 25TH JULY @ NEC BIRMINGHAM!!!!

so yes i'm happy.

Went to watch funeral for a friend last night, had to leave the concert early as my mate chris real hurt his neck, but i was to drunk to really give a shit about the bands playing,

we arrived about half way through fightstars set, we've been drinking from 1:30pm so i was kinda drunk, then just went to the bar and got loads more booze. after downing most of it, basically sat down and couldnt get back up for ages.

then FFAF came on, and chris nearly got into a fght with the security guard! lol they were pushing eachother. and chris shouting i aint fucking scared of you! get into this guys face. so that was quite fun to watch. but FFAF i thought weren't in great from, there Hours album is crap, there first album is so much better! so we sang along to the old songs then chris hurt his neck. so we come away, went back his ate pizza, i passed out on his couch then woke up to find quizmania was on lol i don't what it is about that show but it's kinda addictive! so after a while i came home and jumped into bed and had 3 hours sleep til izzy woke me up wanting her bottle! lol

cant believe that izzy is now 6 months old, christ it's gone so fast!

Sun, 28 May 2006 22:24:14 GMT

howdy!!

so it was my daughters christening today, it was ok i guess, christened in the catholic faith, i aint really into all of it, but it was my daughters day so whatever is going on between me and claire, was put on hold for today.

i didnt go to the after party, because my nan came up and had sunday lunch with us, and i'd felt funny with all of claire's family there. so me, ian and chris went to the pub after lunch, shame i had to come back early, cos the beer was flowing and we was having a laugh wetting the babies head! i could have stayed all night and just got majorly pissed. oh well friday at funeral for a friend i'll be very drunk!

So yep booze = fun times!

i'm going to bed now, as i'm off to the safari park with my beautiful daughter 2moro!

Have a good bank holiday!

Fri, 26 May 2006 19:34:02 GMT

lets just say this week has been fucking shit!!

Thats all.

Wed, 24 May 2006 20:48:31 GMT

Basically all i've done today is played animal crossing for about 3 hours straight and then sleep all afternoon! was mondo tired!!

might be getting some new tattoos done soon! ^____^

And i've come to the decision that i'm growing my hair long as i was planning anyways but when it's quite long, i'm gonna have it put into dreadlocks! i know a place in birmingham that do it for £50!

I wonder if there is on a product on the market to make your hair grow faster?

Ho hum.

Mon, 22 May 2006 22:41:34 GMT

Everybody have a good weekend? mine was kinda alright i guess. didn't do much just sat round, playing animal crossing on the gamecube! so fucking addictive!

been busy today, going into town then to banks and the post office! dropping in cheques, paying off bill and buying jiffy bags! then wander round town into HMV, why i go in there for i dunno, to expensive, went to look at the anime, was tempted to get Final Fantasy Advent Children. then walked over to the guitar shop, and got talking to these kids about Trivium, which was kinda cool and random.

What else? nothing really,. my baby daughter isabelle is fine! um thats about it!

Sat, 20 May 2006 21:43:26 GMT

fucked big time now!

Not even can i go watch guns n' roses at download festival doe to lack of funds, they've decided to play the Hammersmith Apollo London too! which no way i can travel to london and get back, as once again lack of funds!!! grrrr!! plus it's london and it's a bitch to get around! so thats ticked me off!! i'll live though!!

Oh and anyone wanna swap an xbox with 5 games for playstation 2 (dun care if it hasnt got any games!) just need a bog standard PAL ps2!!!!

Wed, 17 May 2006 23:52:22 GMT

I've been signed off work for another 2 weeks as my operation wound isnt healing that good!

so anyways i'm really gonna try to go back to work soon!! and now that i've had my operation i can really knuckle down and get some money in!

So plans for the rest of the year

1) do 4 - 6 hours overtime every saturday.
2) now and then do a saturday night overtime 11pm - 5am
3) Get myself out of debt
4) Get a better car
5) Get Money together for Blackpool
6) get enough cash built up ready for me when i move out!

Thats about it really! real gonna do some major ass overtime, need all the money i possibly can!! i dont want to be in debt no more!!

Sun, 14 May 2006 20:40:15 GMT

so yeah if do have one of those myspace profiles! add me if you wanna!

http://www.myspace.com/emosantaisfuckingdead

Cheers

Tue, 09 May 2006 23:35:09 GMT

Bah, crappy day to the max!

had massive arguements with my ex, so we aint talking, so thats real put me in a bad mood!

What else have i done today, i've been to the pub this afternoon to have a quick bottle of budweiser and a quick game of pool, which turned into a long game, after these kids made a comment about chris's weight, so chris went beserk, so i tried to calm it down then they made a comment about my dress apperance. so that went well! anyways managed just walk away, stupid fuckin chavs!

last night i was really thinkin of getting a mohawk, but for of the Fan kind rather than the spikes, had the spiked mohawks a couple of times, they just get annoying after a while, kinda getting fed up with my longish hair, lookin a bit toooooo emo!

So what else have i done other than that, sat round alot watching too much tv, and playing the psp!

thing what has fucked me off the most today is, is that anti flag and the unseen are playing birmingham academy and tickets r i think £14, but i cant drum up support for people to go with me, it's a shame when all your mates like heavy metal music, i mean dont get me wrong heavy metal is cool, can't beat punk music though, not even with a iron bar! tell me something, us punks a dying breed? there is no-one in this fuckin town who is a punk! sweet fucking no body!!

no punk bands come to play, so anyone in the Redditch area! if you are a punk and would like to start a band!! come out of the fuckin wood work!!

OH yeah, this is the thing what really pissed me off today, my tyre on my car had got a massive puncture in it, just after i got it fixed! so yeah crappy day! and i dunno i just felt like a rant!

Sat, 06 May 2006 19:49:29 GMT

BORED! sums up what kinda frame of mind i'm in!

Well, last couple of days have been kinda good i suppose, i've been hanging around with my mate Ian lately, he is super good on the guitar, so he's been teaching me, dragonforce, van halen and metallica songs oh and pantera's walk! lol

so yeah about after 8 hours straight guitar playing, i can do quite a bit more on the guitar than i used to!! i love playing guitar!!

Then after that, sat around talking until 3am! and made some shepards pie at 2am was ok, dont think it was cooked right though!

but yep bored as sin!! theres only so much you can play of grand theft auto vice city b4 slamming the controller down lol!

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 20:48:04 GMT

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Sat, 29 Apr 2006 20:47:44 GMT

Last night went to watch AIDEN. at the Birmingham Academy! twas amazing gig! got fucked up bad ways, my poor wound! :o( haha!

Showdown City - Wolverhampton Pop Punk band was the first on! they started off by there lead singer coming to the front of the stage, screaming "come on motherfuckers! move to this track!" then she jumped back and they started playing, and i mean all credit for doing what they do, but bloody hell the music was shitty! and i think they could sense that themselves, i mean all you had was this guitarists doing jumps like those busted kids did! and this lead singer thrusting her womanly parts about!! and after everysong, there was a little a little wooting and a clap but nothing major! anyways they kept on saying, come and by our t-shirts and other shit! and please support us at wolverhampton wolfrun when we support Goldfinger. and basically after 7 songs they went off!

Ghost Of A Thousand - American Screamo band! i really liked these guys, thought they was energetic and guys voice while singing was fuckin cool! anyways he come up to the barriers and stood on them screaming, and i ruffled his hair up! lol! but whilst u couldn't understand a word, the guitar riffs were fookin awesome! so yeah very good!!!

Waterdown - German Screamo band, these guys pulled the fuckin house down, they was soooo fuckin cool!! the bassist between songs was telling us to shout "fuck you germany!" so we did...fuckin Loud!" and they was just all laughing! i wished they could stayed on longer! oh and i gotta pick from the guitarist! woot! lol

Aiden - B4 I start, i have loved this band, since they first appeared on purevolume.com when they only had demo's on there, but as of recent kerrang magazine has been hyping them up something mega! so you know what it's gonna be, little emo girls, screaming for Wil Francis (lead singer) and was i right...i was damn right! i mean one says " i dunno what aiden sound like, but Wil is soooo dreamy!" so that really got on my nerves! anyways they come on stage! emo girl screaming and crying! anyways Aiden was fuckin awesome, and i sang along with every song they did, and the bassist kept on doing the devil horns towards me, and even come and touched my hand. and so did Wil, but other than that! they was fuckin cool! and off to watch them in septmeber!

I found a signed ticket on the floor! so A: i'm gonna sell it on Ebay or B Keep It!

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 19:40:52 GMT

i've decided that things are shit!

for instant,

Livejournal is shit, but addictive, agree?

money is shit!
no proper rights for single dads! proper shite!
mobile phones are shit
pay as you go is expensive shit
computers are shit
porn pop up's are shit, but some r funny
chav's or as my dad calls the "chevvy's" he tries! bless! are shit
taxes are shit
car's are shit
leet is shit

and most of all boredom is shit! lol

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 22:33:19 GMT

someone has really just bugged the fuck outta me on msn!

saying, how can i be a punk, if i've got my hair long, and listen to heavy metal aswell?

i mean WTF?!

i mean some ppl have serious one track minds, i mean can you only be a PUNK if you a have a mohawk or big spikes on your head? also if your a punk can the only bands you can listen to are sex pistols or the clash? i mean i'm so sick of people thinking this all the while!

I class myself as a punk, and no i don't dress up in tarten trousers or have a big multi coloured mohawk, i have kinda long blonde hair. this is the way i've choose to have my hair!

I dress in hoodies, denium jacket. t-shirts and jeans and if real cold out i'll where my leather jacket - this is how i choose to dress!

I listen to whatever music i wanna listen to! yes i do like punk, and like heavy metal music, and thats the way it's gonna stay!

i do stand up and have my voice heard in something i don't agree with, i've been to a few protests but don't make it my world! i do believe in work, as people have said that punks are all dole dossers, well i cant afford to be a dole dosser! i have a child to look after!

sorry for the rant. ppl make me angry on times!

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 21:24:47 GMT

had my operation yesterday, so in alot of pain!

thats about it really!